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the night sky felt heavy with moisture. it starts raining by the time i walked into my apartment.  it was nice and breezy and the sky was ablaze with lightning.  there was no sound, just lights.  it was beautiful. eventually the thunder caught up and sounded the sky.  that too, was beautiful.

across the other side of the world, she was scared.  i, still compelled to comfort.  it’s painful effort but she needs him. i’m not him but i play substitute teacher.  half-assed the assignments because i see better these days. i’m slowly getting out, easing out inch by inch. class dismissed and i hope she’s happy.  i’ll teach somewhere else, i’ll be someone else.

this rain, this stupid stupid rain. sigh. the weather keeps changing.