The night begins for me when she falls asleep. I find myself wasting away my days. Now, my nights. It's all changing from being carefree and directionless to… being carefree and directionless but no longer on purpose. I take risks out of boredom. I become more curious seeking adventure. More daring, more bold. Every night I look out the window and wonder what I can get myself into. Every morning I care less for the consequences. Soon I won't care at all. Just out of boredom.