why do i fight the need to sleep? i was sleepy 2 hours ago, yet i find things to keep my mind occupy. i've been unemployed for over 6 months now and it worries me. what happens when my money runs out? i'm already thinking of selling my bike. my optimistic side tells me everything will work out. deep down i believe it, but it's good to be prepared. chance favors the… well you get it.
The other day I told her I couldn't do this anymore. "Just dating" wasn't enough for me. Carpe Diem I guess. She agrees. Why wasn't that enough for me? A part of me wished she had been the one to say it to me. It's hard when you can only feel in red or blue. Ah well, I'll enjoy this while I can.
Tick tock goes the winding clock. I'm falling with no parachute. 🙂